My relationship ended Sunday morning because I wouldnt sleep over at his house. He said we dont have a connection when we go out. Sonethings off. He drinks alot and gets drunk and says fucked up shit. He said some fucked up shit to me. Really fucked uo disrespectful shit. I don’t deserve that.  I had feelings for him. He threw shit away. Its 5 days later. I niss soneone who doeant give a shit. Isnt that fucked up? He says he cares but shows little next to none. So why do I feel bad?